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Ligo sardines, boiled egg, banana slices, jasmine brown rice Waah! They're watching reality court tv! It's so loud! Quiet!

Mexican food after church, we shared a pollo norteno Delicious food at Casa Linda. Their refried beans are yum.

Kiwi, vienna sausage, chinese sausage, egg, rice They're going grocery-shopping this morning. I'm left with food. I should be ok until they come back.

Since my left hand became weak at the same time my polymyositis flared over a decade ago, it has never improved, even a little. I kept telling my PTs (physical therapists) about it but they just said the same thing -- do the open/close exercise, squeeze a stress ball. I did and still do but nada, nil, zip. My left hand would occasionally feel numb. The numbness would go up to my elbow and sometimes my face, and I'd be terrified thinking that I was having a stroke. I even wondered if I was developing inclusion-body myositis (ibm is another kind of idiopathic inflammatory myopathy that initially weakens the fingers and, as of now, progresses because it does not respond to treatment). My left fingers often hyper-extend to compensate for the weakness. When we attended the annual myositis patient conference by TMA in September 2016, we noticed that my left hand looked the same as the ibm patient attendees -- fingers hyper-extended. Can I also have ibm? I asked Dr. Steve Ytterberg